Last weekend my friends and I wrapped up a beautiful Whistler weekend with a hike to the Train Wreckâa hidden pocket of forest where seven boxcars crashed in the â50s and never left. It was a gorgeous crunchy-leaf autumn day, vibrant colours and long shadows, so the wreck was particularly spectacular.
The cars are still there, half-eaten by moss and memories, resting under layers of graffiti and and in silence near the roaring Cheakamus River. Steel skeletons in the green emerald moss. Youâd think it would be an eyesore. But over the years, something beautiful happened: the wreck became art.
Climbers, artists, seekers and bikers all stumbled across these hulking ruins and started painting them. Over time, the wreck turned into a collision of color and chaosâmurals tangled with poetry, cartoon monsters and love notes. What couldâve stayed an accident site turned into something liminal. Urban legend. Vandalism-turned-art-installation. Grief-trap turned gallery.
And standing there, it hit me:
This is what living with ADHD can feel like.
Not ruinedâjust unfinished.
Messy, creative, hard to explain. Still worthy of awe.
Itâs imperfect magic.
Itâs proof that not every mess needs to be erased.
Itâs wild beautyâa kind that only exists because something went wrong, not in spite of it.
And if I spend my whole life trying to clean up the metaphorical boxcarsâor make every part of my brain run âon trackââI miss the opportunity for alchemy. I miss the gallery.
Every splash of paint on those boxcars is someone showing up.
Forgiving. Laughing. Letting go.
A friend listening. Hugging a grandchild. Holding the hand of a lover. A stranger letting you cut in line at the grocery store. Acceptance is a kind of art. Grace is a kind of color.
So hereâs what Iâm learning:
You canât un-crash the wreck.
But you can allow it to be transformed.
You canât fix everything that fractured, but you do get to choose what grows in the ruins. Thatâs the whole point.
Growth isnât about cleaning up the mess.
Itâs about planting beauty in the middle of itâ
and letting that become the thing thatâs worth seeing.
And maybe the real question isnât âhow do I fix the wreck?â
Maybe itâsâ
Whoâs showing up with color in your life right now?
And who are you allowing to paint your story with understanding, laughter, and some sacred permission to be unfinished?
Because even boxcars can make a masterpiece.